Being Hate Rather than Being Depressed

This is what she said, so she rather me to hate her. I'm not depressed being with her. I'm only disappointed sometimes that she can't understand me and i cannot make her understand me at all.


She rather leave me than rather stay with me and get through this. It all started when i raised my voice and bla bla bla .. and now everything is gone. 


I don't blog much nowadays as i'm out of words and i seriously do not know what else more that i can do because i think i do not know how to love. 


Asking a small favor from someone you love to pamper a bit when you're not in a good mood, the person can say that she doesn't know how to. Really speechless if that's the case.