truth never lies,
it has been three times already,
we felt the same thing don't we?
we feel our love... don't we?
my dear, please don't play with my feelings,
as you know that my feelings towards you never dies,
please tell me that i have another chance,
because i know that somehow we're still misses each other,
i never lied to you about what i feel about you,
and i soon hope that you won't too.
i love you.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
i kindly told this fucked up customer that it could be his chip got problem.. then he continue to bombat me 99 on the phone like it is my fault that causes his card unable to read. scolding me like hell. then he stupid until wants me to send this recorded conversation and send to BMMB bank big boss about this. (i was thinking in my heart, are u idiot or stupid calling a helpdesk to send to the big boss for this small matter) such an idiotic.
in the end, he bombat finish, i told him if u wan me to lodge a report regarding this issue, i need his particular.and guess wat? he bom bat me again saying he won't give me his particular not that i can help him solved his problem now! OMG..!!! that time i really feel like wanna kill this idiot... but i still keep myself calm and polite.too bad i din not get his informations.. if not i would have someone hired to kill that mother fucker!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
on may, switzerland... visit elcey... with sting
on aug... australia... visit salmon fish..
mission... save money..
won't spend on bullshit things as clubbing drinking ... even ciggies also need to cut...!!
wish me luck! cos i really wish to go there!
Saturday, September 5, 2009
beautiful story of lies, which sounds like this...
she was alone,
she thought that she was left alone,
until "she" came into her picture,
it was fast, REAL fast,
she thought was love,
a second chance for love,
but she did held back, once a while,
she did not pull the string too hard,
nor let it too loose,
when the time comes,
"she" asked her to become a part of "her" life,
in that second, she thought,
"why not give myself a chance?"
so she gave herself a chance and to "her" as well,
but deep down her heart, there's a little fire left burning for someone,
the flame is so weak, yet it's still flaming,
for that particular woman in her life.
lately, the woman came into her picture as well,
nothing much, but they do have little sparks,
both of them knew it but did not mentioned it out,
she wanted to have her back into her life so badly,
yet, she still have "her" in her life,
so, at one point, she knew that she can't get the woman of her dreams,
the woman that kept the burning flame alive till now,
she decided to stop.. lying to "her"..
stopped lying to herself,
stopped lying to the woman of her life.
and she stopped everything.
she loved the woman so badly till ...
she rather keep all the unhappy and dreadful feelings,
but in the other hand,
she stopped making "her" suffer by letting "her" go..
and she knew that "she" hurts very badly which might not ever,
have a chance to be friends,
cause she knew she lied too much to "her"..
beautiful story of lies,
wonders how a story would end without lies?