Saturday, July 4, 2009

and yet

lately i eventually called up her..time to time...

"are you free?"

"no"

"oh okay,never mind then"

*hangs up..

Phone rangs "hello?"

"you're looking for me?"

"yeah, but nothing la..just called up for ask you how are you.."

"oh that's it? nothing more?"

"nothing much"

harsh voice,"oh! like that only is it? alright then, i need to head home already..if there's nothing to talk anymore."

...pulse..."wait!! er.... well just ask whether you're free or not?"

"tonite i'm free." i can feel that she sounds happy...

"oh, today i should be free... and tomorrow also might be free.. but you're not free tomorrow as you're working rite?"in a relieved and sounds abit happy tone...

"er.. actually tonight and tomorrow also i won't be free..cause i'm working late shift"

"then never mind.. see how then.. i'll let you know tomorrow, i need to head home already..."

"oh okay then, never mind lar.. drive safe!"

...hangs up...

later on....i called her again... don't ask me why, i just felt that wanting to call her...

....but no one picks up....

i sent an sms which reads like this,

"you busy? i called you but you never picked up." sent on 10.53 pm

she replied after a while...which reads....

"sorry doing some housework, now wanna sleep lo...good nite" received on 10.55 pm

what a way to reply me... somehow.. deep down i know i care for her alot, and she know's that too.. i've done her a favour but not asking her anything in return but just to hang out with me sometimes..which i hope that our r/s could last in a more nicer way... but...

in return this is what i get...."tired, sleepy,busy"...etc etc... with alot of excuses...

i'm starting to get boring with you already...to be frank...





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